In the past, I was a person who lacked self-confidence. When I faced any problems, I would cry, kept to myself and blamed myself for things that had happened.
After attending the Healing and Deliverance Camp, I faced the pain that I had buried in my heart for 11 years, which I thought nobody will ever dig it out. There was one point where I wanted to give up coming to church and threw my bible away. I was so upset that I even stopped praying. The Lord loves me and he never gave up on me. I finally picked up my bible after a week plus. The Lord speaks to me through the bible…
"Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.” - Psalms 42:11 / Psalms 43:5
I also heard a voice telling me to go back to church. Praise the Lord! I am fully healed by Him! Lord saved me and helped me to overcome my past and my pain. He even gave me the dream that I yearned for 11 years. It was a great console to me.
Now I am a more confident and happier person. I stopped blaming myself for things that had happened and learn to open up myself to my love ones around me. I also confess my past to my husband, Joseph. Thanks the Lord! He accepts and loves me even more after this incident.
The Lord also gave me the wisdom to teach and love my child, Jerick. Walking with grace, truth and the given wisdom in my daily life, I lead a more meaningful life each day! Thanks and praise the Lord for giving me a new life!